Well clearly my last attempt at dreaming didn't pan out very well... it was awful. Absolutely devastating. It was so terrible because I was foolish enough to get my hopes up because for a moment there I really had reason to believe my dreams might come true!!! I felt like I could fly! My life had meaning! It was all for a reason.....
Well I swore off dreaming.... for what a month?? I have concluded my problem was, clearly, I wasn't dreaming big enough! So I have come up with new dreams, bigger, wilder, more unrealistic dreams than ever before.
All day I have been listening to this song by Brandi Carlile on repeat. I have probably listened to it 50 times today alone. Why? Because by golly I have dreams!
Now why am I not telling you my big dreams? Well you see, the mocking that would follow would be so harsh that my little heart might not be able to dream anymore. This dream is so out there that I might as well tell you I want to be the first woman president because it might be that realistic. So instead of sharing my dreams I am going to just keep listening to Brandi belt out how I have dreams! With every repeat of this song, my courage gets a little stronger and just maybe one of these days I'll act on my dreams.